Brendon always remembers the details.
His first kiss: he was wearing his Bright Eyes t-shirt, jeans with a hole in the left knee, glasses. They were touring. He never told anyone that hed never kissed a girl. (He never told them that hed never kissed a boy, either, but they assumed that anyway.) It was two days after he met Audrey. They had a double-date planned with Jac and Ryan. Spencers hair was long past his chin, almost to his shoulders.
Spencer had said, Good luck, and cupped Brendons chin. Spencers lips were chapped and dry. The kiss was chaste, quick, not enough. Brendon was sitting on the bed; hotel room comforter under his hands. He almost followed when Spencer pulled away. He couldnt. Brent was in the bathroom. Ryan was downstairs getting coffee. Spencer didnt want that, anyway. It was merely for good luck.
Spencer had said so himself.
The first time he had sex: the smell of cigarette smoke, the back of the van, Ry